Looking for a Future...

Looking at different colleges has become -not a joke- but a sort of newly discovered past-time. I look at this place and say, "Look what I could be!" and this place, thinking, "I do not want to be surrounded by women 24/7!" It's not that I can't wait to go -- I'm actually slightly dreading leaving my small hometown -- I just feel better about it now. A few months ago, I didn't even want to look. Now I actually have an idea -- or many -- about where I might want to go.